December 24, 2006

Reason #7 Cape de Touches


Visited the edge of this penisula on the Mediterranean called Cape de Touches twice, where one has to check in and give their passport to military guards at a lighthouse, then is free to camp on the beach or in the grass. We go spearfishing here. This photo is looking at a small settlement of houses on the waters edge.

Quote of the Week

A lovely thing about Christmas is that it's compulsory, like a thunderstorm, and we all go through it together.
-Garrison Keillor

To each his own holiday

Happy Holidays! Hope it’s a joyous one. While Christmas lights, last minute shopping and midnight mass are the landscape in the states today, Morocco prepares for its own holiday. With the Islamic holiday L’eid Kabir approaching on Jan. 1, its only major indicator (visible to me) of its arrival is the caravans of rams on the side of the roads outside of major cities like Oujda.

L’eid Kabir celebrates Abraham’s sacrificing of a lamb instead of his son. On the morning of L’eid, each family commences in slaughtering a ram. In my village, most families bought a ram months ago, using the intervening months to fatten it up, However, in major cities where people live in close quarters and don’t have room to shepherd a ram, they buy theirs from dealers outside of town.

This will be my first L’eid Kabir. I expect it to be somewhat like Ramadan minus the fasting and over a shorter time span, but with those essential, successful ingredients of any holiday; family, food, and celebration.

Xmas gifts

Surprise! Here’s my Christmas gifts for the women in my family (Clockwise from top right- Elizabeth and Ava, Grandmas (silk tablecloths), Mom, and Anna and Jenni). Tucked away in my bedroom because I’m too cheap to pay the shipping charges, they’ll hopefully be delivered to you after my parent’s visit. I bought these in August at an artisan fair sponsored by some peace corps volunteers, a place where I knew I wouldn’t get tarred and feathered haggling over 10 dhms. Note, often the best I hope for when buying non-essentials from a tourist medina in Fes, Marrakech, etc is that both of us, the seller and me the buyer will leave the deal resentful. He’ll be angry that he didn’t fleece me more and I’ll be upset because I’m not a tourist, but I didn’t get the local rate.

For whatever reason, I didn’t get gifts yet for the men. And I don’t have gifts for extended family and friends, although you all are not forgotten. I’ll have something for you in the end.

December 14, 2006

Quote of the Week

"We shall not cease from exploration, and the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time."

-poet T.S. Elliot

Reason #5 Sibe Chekar


Sibe Chekar in Jerada, 1 of the 2 national reserves that I work in. Maybe it would only be of interest to people that visit me, but the pollution released from the power plant in nearby Jerada makes for beautiful sunsets.

I'm still currently in Agadir at training, right next to a beach on the Atlantic Ocean. It's turned out to be a nice vacation wrapped into a finals week nestled into a class reunion- so its a little chaotic and tiring. Sessions from 8-6 and then a nightly football game on the beach till 9 PM. We'll be done on Sunday. Maybe we'll have to time to go surfing again. We surfed last Sunday for four hours; my first experience on a surf board. Lots of fun, very difficult. I'll have photos later.

December 7, 2006

Vacation in Agadir


I'm headed down southwest tomorrow to the coastal city of Agadir for a week of inservice training. It takes 3 days to get there, 3 to get back so I look forward to a nice vacation. I hope to get some guidance on several projects I'm working, instructions on a new environmental education curriculum, and get a medical checkup.

I will also find the time to socialize. Above is a photo of Graham at the disco in Ouarazate in May, below is me in a too tight wet suit, a gift from Josh, who just traded up for the full body outfit. If not in Agadir, we're planning on surfing in Essouaria on Saturday. I'll try to fill everyone in on the details. Not much to report in the last months, but a lot on my mind.

Reason #4 Taza National Park


The 3rd largest cave in Africa, largest in North Africa is located outside of Taza.

Quote of the Week

“Death is always on the way, but the fact that you don’t know when it will arrive seems to take away from the finiteness of life. It’s that terrible precision that we hate so much. But because we don’t know, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens only a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that’s so deeply a part of your being that you can’t even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless.”

From “The Sheltering Sky” by Paul Bowles

December 2, 2006

Reason #3 The King's Parades


Parades for the visiting King Mohammed VI are like a Macy's Parade, minus the inflatable commercialism. Crowds lineup for miles in each city he visits; the governement even buses people in sometimes. I've seen the setup twice in Oujda. They started cleaning up the streets, fixing potholes, planting new palm trees, and laying guardrails a week before he came. And the Moroccan national flag was draped everywhere. This is a photo taken by PCV Lindsey Ludwig from a Fes hotel room.

November 28, 2006

Quote of the Week

"I remember when I was in university I studied history, and there was this one major historian of the Third Reich, Ian Kershaw. And his quote was, 'The path to Auschwitz was paved with indifference.' I know it's not very funny being a comedian talking about the Holocaust, but I think it's an interesting idea that not everyone in Germany had to be a raving anti-Semite. They just had to be apathetic." (From the latest Rolling Stone interview with Sacha Baron Cohen).

(UPDATE: After reflection, I'd say the best movie about the Holocaust is the Italian comedy "Life is Beautiful.")

Reason #2 Rabat


Downtown in the capital city of Rabat.

November 23, 2006


Ahh, I heard last week that my mother didn't win Kansas Teacher of the Year at a Saturday banquet. She's still honored as District 1 Elementary Teacher of the Year. Mom, I'm happy for you. The light of recognition doesn't always shine on the righteous, so I'm glad you've been rightly honored. I thought of you recently when reading a line from the poetry of Wislawa Szymborska, in which she says "you're small, but you fly with mighty wings." Happy Thanksgiving!

Above is a photo outside the preschool in my site. I enjoy how the photo captured the hug and eyes closed.

Reason #1 Toubkal National Park


I'll give you 10 reasons over the next couple weeks as to why you should visit me. And it's not because the weather is becoming bleak and I'm beginning to suffer from sensory deprivation. That's not the case; the weathers chilly, but nice and my site is green.

This is Toubkal Nat'l Park, located in the Atlas Mountains, which is in the South between Marrakech and Ouarazate. Thousands of Berbers live within its boundaries.

Photo courtesy of Nate St. Amand.

November 13, 2006

Three Girls


Berber girls in the Atlas Mts down South. Photo taken by PCV Andy Tibbs.

Visiting Me

For those who may visit me next year, here’s a itinerary that we might follow. Morocco has recently been brought into European air space, allowing travelers to find cheap budget flights from airlines like EasyJet or JetBlue. I heard one person found a round trip ticket from NY-Mellila for $500. That’s more likely a one way price.

*Mellila- Fly into this Spanish provence on the Mediterranean coast.
*My Site- Drop off 30 lbs of peanut butter, oatmeal, and ranch dressing, 40 books, and spend 3-4 days in my community.
*Taza- home to some of the largest caves in Africa
*Fes- a UNESCO world heritage site and the cultural capital.
*Sefrou- Jewish community
*Azrou/Ifrane- beautiful hiking and waterfalls
*Volubilis- ancient Roman ruins
*Rabat- the capital
*Tangiers- international city. Europe is visible across the Strait of Gibraltar.
*Chefchaouen -- a small, old city in the Rif Mountains.
*Essaouria- best beach city with white sand.
*Marrakech- most well known tourist destination; diverges all of Morocco’s cultures.
*Merzouga- one of the doors into the Sahara. Home to large sand dunes. Camel riding
*London/Madrid- If you take a return flight from either city, I hope you’ll let me bum along, paying for my hotel room and my $4 cup of coffee.

Most of the traveling can be done via train, which is nice and safe. Otherwise, there are nice buses available to all of these destinations. One of the attributes that I like about Graham is that he likes to travel but he doesn’t like to travel. While Josh could spend all day climbing rocks and camping in trees, Graham and I are in agreement about taking it a little easier. Hiking is nice when you can look forward to a hotel room at the end of the day. So if you want to visit and put me up in hotels with mints on the pillows for most of the trip, I won’t complain.

Q and A: Safety

“Do you continue to make smart choices with your safety in mind?”

Yes, I think I’m safe. I’ll answer this in three parts- the role of my parent org Peace Corps, what I’ve done and do to protect myself and how I feel others decisions have affected me. I’ll veer off course too.

First, I play it smart when it comes to my safety, but even if I didn’t, PC Morocco has many safety policies via Washington lawyers to keep us in check. “Safety and security” is the slogan here, and the preferential treatment it receives I believe often overshadows the IGOs role as a development agency. I disagree with this, but can understand the reasoning.

I think the safety restrictions are overkill, but I’m also not responsible for the lives of other volunteers. There are a few countries, Morocco included, that I feel PC is in for diplomatic reasons first, development second. Jordan and China are two others. To clarify, Morocco is a 2nd world country, 3rd world in some areas. It has real needs, but I consider these infrastructure improvements, not like in some areas of sub-Saharan Africa. This diplomatic role pleases me and I think development and good will are synonymous.

In my site, I feel completely safe. I’m someone’s neighbor, friend, or brother and I know I now have people looking out for me, much less watching me with curiosity. I’m more afraid of mentally unstable dogs. In my market town of Jerada, I am fairly safe, although I’ve got some hard looks. It is a tough place, a burned out mining town. However, the best defense I’ve found is well timed eye contact and a smile. Beyond that, being male helps.

The biggest safety risk here is transportation. Thailand has tuk-tuks and Vietnam has riskshaws. New York has yellow taxis and London has black ones. Morocco has the white 1985 Mercedes Benz 240 SL, or “death on wheels.” It’s not the vehicle, but the drivers ambitions and a lack of law enforcement on the highways that make for a fast, reckless ride on the highway. Seven people die of automobile fatalities everyday in Morocco. My Grandpa Collins once said that when riding a motorcycle, you should sing “Near My God to Thee.” Maybe that applies to my taxi rides.

Finally, I want to reflect on how international politics effects on my life here. But I want more time with this and will return to the question later. I’ve been boning up on Arab and Islamic history as well as reading “idea” books on global politics that are applicable. I’d like to do as as W.B. Yeats said, "to hold in a single thought reality and justice."

November 10, 2006

Hope Springs Eternal


For my two parents and my third reader, I apologize that I haven't written much in the last month. Stuffed from Ramadan and in a funk after an Ayn Rand novel, I have taken some time off to continue my english teaching, start up squash and chess with Graham, and shuffle back and forth to the Parks dept 40 km away. It's mid November, but I'm still swimming in the river at my site, which is currently flooded from heavy rains. It's as green now as it was in May. The temperature at midday is probably 70 F, with it dropping down to maybe 50 in the evenings. Anyways, I promise to post more next Tues.

October 23, 2006

End of Ramadan


Ramadan is coming to a close with the holiday Aid Al Fitr tommorrow and Wednesday capping off the month long festives. It has been difficult, if not chaotic at times. Hunger and thirst, shops closed, expectations of respecting faith sometimes tangling with assumptions of the faithless. But overall, a great experience that I wouldn't trade. I didn't fast all the time; not when traveling, hiking, or for several days after the first week when I became ill. But I found when I did, it made the evening meal, lftar more enjoyable. It makes you more thankful and it can teach you that the sweet isn't as sweet without the sour.

October 6, 2006

Happy Birthday Mom!


Hope its a good one. Right to left. “Eid Milad Said” or Holiday-Birth-Happy.

The E in Eid is actually ع and it doesn’t exist in English. It requires pronouncing the ‘a’ in “fat” with the tongue against the bottom of the mouth and from as deep in the throat as possible. Arabic vocabulary is not nearly as difficult as the pronunciation. Say something like “holiday” as “hooliday” in arabic and people might look at you blankly. There are 8 constants like this that don’t exist in English.

It’s funny that before and after this photo, my host brothers and sister were all smiles, laughing, doing handstands against the walls.

October 4, 2006

Ramadan Part I: thirsty with a headache

Ramadan began last Sunday on the 24th in accordance with the new lunar cycle and will last 30 days. In Saudi Arabia, it began the day before. I’ve been staying with my host family in the evenings to accommodate the schedule, but have also broke fast with 3 other families. Here’s a daily schedule during Ramadan.

6 PM Following call to prayer, fast is broken with prayer and meal iftar
630-8 Primetime TV (4 comedies including bloopers on 2M.)
8-9 Men go to mosque for prayer
9-12 Snack, play cards, TV, etc
12 AM 2nd meal
1230-4 Sleep, talk, play cards, etc
4 AM Breakfast
4 AM-6 PM Sleep, work, etc

Ramadan’s most important feature is the complete abstinence from food and drink from daybreak to sunset. All muslims fast, but travelers, menstruating women, the sick, and the pre-pubescent are exempt. Non-muslims are not expected to fast, but I’ve found its appreciated and an important integration tool at my site. I did not fast the first day; we were traveling and I woke up late.

A good introduction to Ramadan can be found in Riverbend's "Baghdad Burning."

“The most active part of the whole day is the quarter of an hour directly before breaking the fast... the whole family is often in a flurry of action, with someone setting the table, someone carrying the food, someone giving orders about where to put everything... and everyone impatient with hunger. The last five minutes before you hear the call for prayer signifying the end of the fast are always the most difficult. Every second of those last five minutes passes with the heaviness of an hour... you can literally see every one strain to hear the sound of the call for prayer echoing through the Baghdad streets. And then it is finally time for futtoor... and we begin to eat with relish. The platter of rice that seemed ridiculously small 15 minutes ago, is now ‘too much’ and no one eats as much as they had hoped they were going to eat- everyone is exhausted with simply contemplating the food, the choices and the possibilities. After futtoor, the smokers fall upon their cigarettes with an enthusiasm only other smokers can appreciate. We watch them taking puff after puff with a contentment that even screaming kids, and loud televisions cannot taint.”

The previous is true, although smoking is less public and prevalent in my small site. The wrath from some women here might be worse than any physical withdrawal.

I had some anxiety before fasting began. No food intake was not a problem, but I found no drinking unpalatable. Its hard to shake thirst. A few Moroccans like my host brothers sleep through most of the day, but most maintain their daily activities. I feel sorry for those in tourism or the restaurant industry.

Overall, Ramadan is a joyous event. Fasting during the day is to reinforce one’s commitment to faith and to develop appreciation for ones good fortune. Breaking fast and the time spent together in the evenings is a celebration of the gathered family.

“When food is shared and laughter is abundant, family exists.”

Ramble bamble jamble

-Thanks to my grandmas again for their letters a week. Graham just shakes his head with jealousy every time we go into the post office. Grandma Ocie, I received your Turkish cookbook and find it more than adaptable. Thanks. All the ingredients are available to me and there’s no instructions like “preheat your oven.” I don’t know how you preheat a bbq grill with 4 enclosed aluminum walls.

-I also received a package from Mom and Dad. Racquetballs, t-shirt, contacts, cards, etc. Thanks. Playing racquetball with beach paddles inside the house is one way to pass the time. And who knew that Uno would be so popular? It’s a challenger to Rummy at the taxi stand now.

-To a few friends that keep sending me football and baseball teasers, thanks for remembering me. Hope you enjoy those election commercials that break up the games.

-I love the story of Ray LaMontagne, a musician whose debut CD “Trouble” is new to me, although it came out two years ago. He was a quiet man working nights at a shoe factory and he woke up one day to an Allman Brothers tune on the radio. He told himself “I need to learn how to play guitar because this makes me happy.” A year later, he put out a fine CD. Last month he released his sophomore album.

In the footsteps of National Geographic


Josh and I visited the ancient Chouara tanneries in Fes last Sunday, one of three main tanneries in the old medina or Fes el-Bali. This tannery is the largest of the three, is over 600 years old, and is nearly impossible to find without the help of a guide. After my visit, I came across a recent National Geographic video podcast on ITunes entitled “Toughest Jobs: Tannery Kid.” Its a short clip following the daily life of a young apprentice in I believe the same tannery I visited. I highly recommend watching it.

The Chouara tanneries, like the Guerniz tanneries we also visited, is tucked into a landscape of buildings. A narrow entry leads into an open air area where men wash, clean, and kneed lambskin in a honeycomb of vats. One guidebooks description: “scantily dressed tanners appear like so many human storks...their legs working through the pools, bobbing down to worry a skin and then striding off to wash at the fresh-water standpipes.” The NG documentary describes this as one the “foulest smelling places on earth” because of the skin excrement and pigeon droppings (collected from rooftops and used to soften the leather) in standing water. However, walking around the tannery, I didn’t find the smell that strong; probably because it was not enclosed and the temperature was temperate. A windowless meat packing plant seems worse.

It is a difficult job though. Long hours, physical work, and little pay. While two finished lambskins or a pair of native Babouche slippers sell for around 100 dhms ($12), daily wages start at 20 dhms for an apprentice up to 50 dhms for an experienced tanner. By comparison, construction workers make 50-80 dhms daily and teachers have a monthly salary of around 2500 dhms. Rent in my region is between 400-800, 800-2500 in the cities. The poorest families in my region make 5000 dhms ($600) or less annually. And many of those might never visit Fes, Morocco’s cultural mecca five hours away.

Additionally, the federal retirement fund is not available to those outside of government employment, nor do they pay into it. In a recent survey I read, over 95% of Moroccans expect their children or other loved ones to care for them financially and physically when they are no longer able to.


(The Guerniz tanneries above)

Fes: McDonalds and beyond


I traveled to the small, former Jewish town of Sefrou near Fes last weekend with Josh to see a friend. Before and during WWII, Morocco had a vibrant Jewish population of around 300,000, many of which lived and operated commerce in Fes. During WWII, Morocco protected its Jewish population from the genocidal policies of Europe even while it was under French control. Following the establishment of the state of Israel after the war, many Moroccan Jews emigrated to the Middle East.

Sefrou was interesting, but Fes was more exciting. Five synagogues remain in the jewish quarter, the oldest built in the 17th century. Its a testament to Moroccans tolerance that they encourage Islam, but don’t prostatalize their faith. Those I do meet that push religion are often strangers who I feel are trying to get in my back pocket. Their actions seem contradictory.

Passing through Fes on our way home, we stopped for lunch at McDonald’s around noon Sunday. The first day of Ramadan, we walked in and were alone when we received our food. It was strange sight when we saw approximately twenty white faces walking towards us in the restaurant. We found out later that these were Americans and Europeans that lived in the city and had just attended a bilingual Christian service. I’ve heard that their is a gated Christian missonary in Fes, but I haven’t confirmed this. It would also be illegal; passing out bibles is an easy way to receive the go to jail card or be deported. Anyways, I talked with several Americans there, but Josh and I found that we couldn’t stop staring at them. Their response was to ignore us.

Happy New Years Yesterday


What doesn’t change and remain, remains and grows strange. -Walt Whitman

The fall season is barreling in with several storms over the last weeks. Autumn weather is made for both expression and melancholy. For me, Autumn and the now passed September are also like the beginning of new year. Maybe this is conditioning from years of schooling. Like a new term, it comes with mixed feelings. Not wanting to leave the past behind, but anxious for the future. Having been in Morocco now eight months, I feel I’m settled and comfortable, but I look forward or dread several challenges in the coming months and year. One of those could be winter; Moroccans make a big deal of the season. They say once you become cold, its hard to warm up. Right now, I’ll embrace the chill in the air as the start of something new.

September 22, 2006

Q and A

I’ve been busy with work and travel lately. I want to finish things before Ramadan begins this Sunday, a period when I perceive everything will slow to a crawl. I’ll try to post something longer next week, but will open it up for a Q and A. I reason that many things that might be foreign to others are now normal for me. I also have an inquisitive extended family (ie Anna & Co.). Just post a question in the comments section and I’ll try to answer it a timely basis. This can be a continuing conversation; no need for a deadline.

Congratulations is due to my mother. Earlier this year she was selected as the Master Teacher from USD 417 and she’s recently been selected as 1 of 8 finalists for Kansas Teacher of the Year, to be announced in November. Mom, I’m happy for you. It’s a well deserved honor.

I’ve also updated “my photos.”

September 8, 2006

After another storm


After I a storm last week, I walked upon these two men digging a well a short distance from my house. There was a man probably 15 feet down; he had not reached water yet.

Police silhouette


A police office at a government building in Oujda. Photos of law enforcement and the military are discouraged; I’ve heard they’ll take your film. I find it more interesting that we’re not allowed to take a photo of the U.S. Embassy in Rabat, although you can go up to the gate and talk with the marines on duty.

In our region, we’re not governed by the police, but by the gendarms (ie county cops). We report when leaving or returning to the area to the chief officer. During the recent Israeli-Lebanon crisis, he called everyday to find our location and called ahead if we were traveling somewhere. Tensions have since subsided following the ceasefire. His main concern that he vocalizes to us now is European Moroccans, those natives that work in Spain, France, and the Netherlands for 10 months and then return home. Many send money back to their families, thus providing a much needed income, particularly in the north. Some also return for two months of carousing, which is something the country has not assimilated yet.

September 6, 2006

Outside my cyber cafe

The down and out


“I remember the first time I saw someone lying on the cold street,
I thought, I can’t walk past here, this can’t just be true.
But I learned by example to just keep moving my feet,
it’s amazing the things that we all learn to do.”
-from Ani DiFranco’s song “Subdivision.”

Beggars are common here, particularly in larger cities. Homelessness exists too, although it seems less public than in the states. No one pushes shopping carts or sleeps in the public parks. There are small Hoovervilles, but they exist on the periphery and in cracks of the ‘imperial cities’. I also believe less of the population per capita is homeless than in the U.S., perhaps because households are larger and housing is cheaper. However, these unfortunate souls don’t receive any government assistance. There is no help, where there might be a soup kitchen and a shelter stateside.

As an example, as Graham and I were returning late one weekend night to a hotel in Fes two months ago, we saw in front of us in the corner a mother sleeping with her three children, none older than ten. Her youngest, probably less than a year, was sandwiched between her and the others.

Hmm.. in this situation, what do you do? No stores were open to buy them any food. Do you wake her up and give her money? In John Steinbeck’s depression era novel “The Grapes of Wrath,” one hapless character, in response to a lack of government or outside aid, tells his son “the poor take care of themselves.” This is unacceptable and is the injustice that Steinbeck was trying to give voice to.

Later, Steinbeck says “the poor will always be with us.” True, but how does one ease their burden? Like that night when I walked past that young family on the street, we have the answers, but lack the will (..or something) to act.

Fantasia


The eight day wedding that I wrote about in one of my last posts concluded last week with Fantasia, pictured above. In this event, horsemen line up at one end of an open field, wait for a period, then they get the horses to rise up on their back legs in unison. Next, they charge down the field and fire their rifles together. This is often done in several waves which follow each other. To his chagrin, if a rider misfires noticeably late or early, they tease him by making him dismount and walk his horse back. In all, this is repeated for several hours.

August 29, 2006

A panoramic view


My site photoshopped. My house is a short distance past the white mosque on the right via the paved road. Areas of my site have different names; I’ll call them neighborhoods. Starting on the left of the photo to the mosque is the area called Taznight, where my host family lives. After the mosque, one enters Mdafa or “high zoea” where I live and which continues until a paved road splits and heads towards the river and continues south into the Sahara. From Mdafa to the southern edge of town is Harash or “low zoea.” More confusing is my attempts to figure out area boundaries across the river, where Labkhata, Rwabah, and Ouled Khlifa are located. The river is called Oued El Hay (the living river) and extends more than 100 km.

August 26, 2006

Brother and neighbors

My host brother Yosshine.


Hassan (11) and Oumayma (7), the children of my neighbor Meddi, who is a professor in Oujda and is returning next week to begin the school year. Like elsewhere, children here are ornery. And they love to make fun of me; laughing at my strange behavior, attempting to teach me dirty words, and imitating my arabic.

I think there’s a difference between these city kids, Hassan and Oumayma, and those in my village. Besides a father whose a professor and living in a city of half a million, they attend a private school, where teachers don’t use the rote memorization used in public schools, but encourage critical thinking and problem solving. The result is that in general, these children have more self confidence.

I’ve read that educational reform in the Arab world is being led by the United Arab Emirates. Arab scholar Muhammad Boneb from Qatar call this a change from monologue to dialogue learning. “Our Arab culture has been raised on monologue. Hey listen, but don’t talk. Today, we have to give children the opportunity to talk.”

Blair speech in L.A.

UK Prime Minister Tony Blair made the following remarks several weeks ago in the midst of the Lebanon/Israel crisis.

“..We must commit ourselves to a complete renaissance of our strategy to defeat those that threaten us. There is an arc of extremism now stretching across the Middle East and touching, with increasing definition, countries far outside that region. To defeat it will need an alliance of moderation, that paints a different future in which Muslim, Jew and Christian; Arab and Western; wealthy and developing nations can make progress in peace and harmony with each other. My argument to you today is this: we will not win the battle against this global extremism unless we win it at the level of values as much as force, unless we show we are even-handed, fair and just in our application of those values to the world...

Unless we re-appraise our strategy, unless we revitalise the broader global agenda on poverty, climate change, trade, and in respect of the Middle East, bend every sinew of our will to making peace between Israel and Palestine, we will not win. And this is a battle we must win.”

Find the rest at http://www.number10.gov.uk/output/Page9948.asp. I think this is a good speech, maybe a Winston Churchill “Iron Curtain” speech of our time. All we need know is a Truman to deliver.

I’m reading an old biography on Leo Tolstoy by author Isaiah Berlin titled “The Hedgehog and the Fox.” He writes “there is a line among the fragments of the Greek poet Archilochus which says: ‘the fox knows many things, but the hedgehog knows one big thing.’” Berlin divides leaders, thinkers, and others into two categories; the hedgehog, who tries to integrate all of his experiences and thoughts into a single, overarching concept of life and the fox, who as he puts it, have ideas about the world "without seeking to fit them into, or exclude them from, any one unchanging, all-embracing, sometimes self-contradictory and incomplete, at times fanatical, unitary inner vision."

Berlin summarizes that the famous Russian author was a fox that wanted to be a hedgehog in his latter years. I think Tony Blair is a fox too. He’s showed himself to be steadfast and ethical, not insular or sanctimonious. Now, if Blair is the fox of modern times, who is the hedgehog?

Back at site

Work at my site is picking up. Next month, en shalla, I’ll start teaching English at the women’s center in the evening. I’m looking forward to this and getting my lesson plans ready. Alphabet, numbers, then reflexive and transitive verbs. Also, I’ve been interviewing people, specifically farmers about their land management practices; what is public/private, how is water allocated, what’s the crop calendar, are chemicals used (no), etc. This is done in effort to establish the communities needs and strengths. Learning the language and culture makes this an incremental process.

The project that is my white whale, by which I mean I’ll be chasing it down for probably the next two years in hope’s of completing it before I leave is wastewater management. The main association that I’ll be working with this on has a large grant from the Ministry of the Environment and they want me to help them find a way to take their wastewater, clean it biologically (not chemically), and release it into the river. Peace Corps Morocco has done projects like this elsewhere, so the information and examples are available and I have an idea what the end product is, its just getting there. Like the language and cultural, this is incremental process.

My research in my natural reserve, SIBE Lalla Shafia, and on my ecological resource book is on standby. I need transportation (4x4- kat kat) into the SIBE from the forest department and flora/fauna books from them and PC to properly identify species in my site. I have photos with the names of most species thanks to the help of my uncle, the herb doctor, but need to double check. Often I feel like what I could accomplish in a day back home takes a week here.

Since I got back on Monday, there’s been no water at my outside tap or at one of the communal one’s 200 yards away. Therefore, I’ve had to schlep my water jugs 2 km to the closest spring at my site. It’s not a great inconvenience, it just means I use less water and bathe in the river. For some of my neighbors at a higher elevation that don’t have running water because of a lack of water pressure, this is the norm. Children or donkeys carry water jugs to communal taps, the springs, or the river. I’d be more concerned about this water issue if I wasn’t surrounded by it.

August is almost over, but the wedding celebrations that epitomize the month are still widespread. Last week, I went to a wedding that started at 10 PM. Dinner was at 11 PM and I left by midnight, but the wedding continued until 6 AM. Last night, I attended the first evening of an 8 day wedding. The father of the groom is the zoeat of my community, which means that he is the tribal leader of the area and a descendant of the prophet Mohammed. His position was once political, economic, and social, but now only remains the previous. My relationship with him should be unique, he’s unofficially the most important man in the community. A full explanation deserves its own post later. Of note, he has invited the whole commune (6 towns) to the weddings- about 5,000 people. Last night, I sat amongst 500 plus men in 5 tents listening to music and watching them dance. The women were inside a nearby house. I don’t know there number. Gender separation is interesting. For example, at the swimming pool on Sundays, 200 men will be wading in a 25 meter pool, while the women will be in an enclosed room where there is a 5 meter pool.

So, Moroccan weddings are marathon events. Lots of dancing, music is played very loud, and participants often sit in the berber squat for hours. In the cities, they drive around, blaring their horns with passengers hanging out the windows. And this joyriding can continue all night, making sleep difficult.

“Many things end with acceptance not understanding.”

A quixotic journey


This last weekend Josh, Graham, my friend Matt from Khenifra and myself went to Cap des Trois Fourches, located on the tip of a peninsula 30 kilometers past the Spanish province of Mellila. It was one of my best experiences in Morocco so far. It was a quixotic journey.

We headed north last Saturday. The road to the coastal city of Nador was uneventful, which is perhaps an indicator of sorts of our cultural assimilation. In the city streets or on the highway here, taxi drivers speed with reckless abandon, making wild passes and dangerous turns that would normally make one crawl up their seat, but is now yawned upon. They are professionals. In fact, we often complain about the opposite, when our carrier drives two slow or when he fails to make a pass.

From Nador, we traveled 30 km on a windy road that hugs the coast and cuts through numerous small fishing towns, where small blue row boats carry men past the coves out into sea. Upon reaching our destination, a military lighthouse that resembled a monastery, we handed over our passports, identified ourselves and chatted up a half dozen soldiers. The lighthouse exists there to thwart contraband from coming and leaving Morocco.

We found our camping spot in a cove near the lighthouse. Anxious to swim, we jumped in the clear, cool green water with schools of fish swimming amongst the numerous reefs. Without goggles and swimming like a bear (they perform the backstroke in water, right), I didn’t see the jellyfish or kindilou lbahr (candle of the sea). I was stung once on the shoulder and still have the scar (hope its permanent). After that, we got out of the water, saw that the tide had brought in many jellies, and decided to snorkel elsewhere.

After lunch, we hiked to the other side of the lighthouse, where locals were swimming at a small beach. Of greater interest, we saw several boys jumping off a cliff probably 35 feet high. As is typical with males in a group, once together you start thinking with one brain. We all climbed up the cliff and jumped off. It wasn’t until right after I made the leap that I began to think, “maybe this wasn’t such a good idea.” Too late for that; we yelled “Yallah” (Oh my god!) and enjoyed the free fall. Like the whole trip, this deserves seconds.

We swam and laid around the rest of the afternoon, taking turns snorkeling with our new purchase, a spear-gun. It’s amazing that just when I think I’m gaining a grasp on the world, that its strangeness and size are diminishing, an underwater ecosystem reveals itself. I say that with some naivety because I’m from centerville, but also with an appreciation for a place where humanity’s thick, crude hands have left less of a mark.

“Nature’s beauty still outshines the treasures of human invention.”

With respect for nature, we still hunted like Captain Ahab. The fish were too small and quick, with suitable fish being too deep- we need fins and a weight belt to dive down quickly for them. Graham and Josh, however, did manage to catch a couple. After I fired one time, the spear slipped off the string and I had to dive 20 feet to retrieve it where I also found a conch, but we tossed this back after the first night because of its foul smell. Catching little the first day, we were left with food rations of rice, bananas, some bread, and hot sauce. I’d like to say we could have starved, but we had a lot of rice. However, the octupi caught the following day did diversify our spread and sweetened the trip.

On the way back, we stopped at a friends house in Berkane. After showering and while the others were doing the same, I went down to the corner store to get some powder milk, hot sauce, and soy sauce; the necessities. . As I walking back, I met a man on the street that spoke some English. He said: “Hey my friend, how are you?” Good. “Why don’t you go back to Europe.” I was taken back a little because I was unprepared andthis is uncommon. After I passed him I thought I should have rebutted, “but I’m not European, I’m from America.” Now is probably not the best time for that though.

The worlds a mixed bag, not as simple as good versus evil, but its often the paradox of humanity that just when ugliness occurs, something nice, sometimes beautiful happens to lift you up and restore your faith.

Later, as we were saying goodbye to Matt at the train station in Oujda, we started ‘spinning the yarn’ (I hear some people are nostalgic for that phrase) with a porter that Graham and I have befriended. He’s a friendly, elderly gentleman that has worked at the station for over 20 years. As the train pulled in and our conversation curbed, he turned to us and said “I like Americans. You are nice and all of you speak arabic.” We believe he’s only spoke with the 5 PCV’s that have been through Oujda.

“To avoid cynicism, one must learn to recognize human error and accept it as a constant variable.”

August 18, 2006

Taza girls

Two neighbors of a PCV near Taza.

"I’ve often thought there ought to be a manual to hand to kids, telling them what kind of planet they’re on. Why they don’t fall off it, how much time they’ve probably got here, how to avoid poison ivy, and so on. I tried to write one once. It was called ‘Welcome to Earth’. But I got stuck on explaining why we don’t fall off the planet. Gravity is just a word. It doesn’t explain anything. If I could get past gravity, I’d tell them how we reproduce, how long we’ve been here, apparently, and a little bit about evolution. And one thing I would really like to tell them about is cultural relativity. I didn’t learn until I was in college about other cultures, and I should have learned that in first grade. A first grader should understand that his or her culture isn t a rational invention and that there are thousands of other cultures and they all work pretty well; that all cultures function on faith rather than truth; that there are lots of alternatives to our own society. Cultural relativity is defensible and attractive. It’s also a source of hope. It means we don’t have to continue this way if we don’t like it." -Kurt Vonnegut

A fisherman's life


Photo from near Essaouira taken by Lindsey Ludwig.

“I am within and without, simultaneously enchanted and repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life.” -F. Scott Fitzgerald

August 12, 2006

Josh hearts dragons

Josh getting ready to go spearfishing. We walked probably 5 km to find this somewhat isolated place away from the thousands on the beaches of Saida. Well worth it.

Here's Jacques Cousteau elated before spearfishing. About a minute after this photo, he lost his speargun and water had begun to enter his goggles. Points for effort. The french we know along the coast use spearguns, not a tent pole.

August 2, 2006

A lackluster holiday

Sunday was Throne Day in Morocco, the national holiday celebrating the 7th anniversary of the King's enthronement. I was in Jerada getting some work done with Graham. Red and green moroccan flags representing national pride ran up and down the streets, but there were no major events except one large gathering at the cultural center. I asked a local friend how the celebration was; he replied that it was subdued this year because of the recent events in Lebanon and Israel. And he was right, the recent conflict has been heavy on many peoples minds here.

Al Jazeera coverage of the continuing conflict has replaced World Cup finales played early this month in every cafe I visit. At the risk of being misunderstood or reprimanded, I won’t talk about the conflict, but will discuss one aspect of the news coverage here that has been interesting. Al Jazeera operating out of Qatar is the largest TV news station out of the middle east and the main operator. They are disliked by governments in their region and around the world for their uncensored coverage; they show much of the death and despair of war. Unaccustomed to graphic programming of injury and death of current conflict on both sides to women, children, and men, I can only say its a harrowing scene.

To close this matter, I’d like to say that although the Moroccan populace might not agree with many decisions made by the American government, they have made the distinction between this entity and individuals like myself. On the whole, I’ve been treated very well here and now feel at home. So kudos to that; prejudice doesn’t require any work, but tolerance is a strength of character that does not come easy.

On a lighter note, I now believe that my site is becoming a water theme park. Down by the river and amongst the swimming pool in a town of maybe 1000 people, two dozen temporary bamboo cafes are in full bloom, selling basically the same stuff, but independent all the same. It’s the middle of the main tourist season now, with people streaming down from Oujda and Jerada. On Sunday’s, as many as 400 visitors will come. They come with their families to swim (the women that do so are fully clothed) and converse in the cafes. Of notice, in the last week someone has constructed a made for Africa safari featuring a life-size giraffe, elephant, rhino, and horse amongst the waterfalls that flow into the river. We’re only missing Ronald McDonald, although I did see him in Fez at their McD’s two months ago when I had the McArab sandwich.

As part of an increasing workload, one of my first projects has been to survey the local, undeveloped SIBE (natural park). After I finish later, I’ll present a management proposal to the parks department. This SIBE is not a high priority for the department, but it is a project they asked to be completed. I’ve only been there once in their 4x4 (kat kat) and have walked it a little. Mostly helfa grass, some pistach trees (like pistachio), lizards, scorpions, and some birds. Of interest, I’ve heard from locals that there are also vipers and wild boars. I question the vipers (they and cobras exist in the south), but not the boars. Farmers have told me they trap boars because they’ll destroy crops. This peeked my interest; what do you do with the boar after you’ve killed it? Eating pork is forbidden in Islam and it would be a major faux pas for me to have a barbecue in the front yard, but its been a nice joke over the last 2 weeks when some have asked when I’m going to have a house warming party. Of interest, the word in classic arabic for pig is Khanzear, which is also the same word for cancer. I’ve been told that you can get pork in the Spanish province of Melilla, 2.5 hours away.

I’m not cooking pork chops in my kitchen, but I am beginning to use my propane stove and oven. In one of my last experiences with propane several years ago, my roommate Frank singed all of his arm hair, eyebrows, and head hair. En shalla, things will be better here. So far, I’ve made mashed potatoes, rice and beans, tacos, and tuna surprise (I wouldn’t call it a casserole). I suspect I’ll be eating a lot of rice and beans. PC gave us a thick cookbook and in addition to calisthenics and running, I think cooking will be a great stress reducer.

A continuing stress is the money situation. The moroccan currency is the dirham (dhm), but they can also refer to the price of an item in franks (formerly French), ryals (Saudia Arabia), and duros (I haven’t figured this one out yet). And sometimes we get it in Euros. Most of the times its in franks, like a coke is 400 franks, 4 dhms, or .45 dollars. Or that’s 80 ryals. Here’s a story from a month ago to illuminate the point. Josh, Graham, and I needed a taxi from Saida to an isolated beach 24 km away. We argued at one taxi stand, but couldn’t get him lower than 200 dhms. We left and later found another driver willing to take us for 35 dhms. We asked him several times, “in dirham.” He agreed and as we passed the taxi stand where we got the higher quote, we regretfully said those cursed words, “who’s the sucker now.” It was a beautiful, scenic drive. We chatted up the driver and as we pulled to a stop, I gave the driver his money and we began to exit. “Yes, where’s the rest.” I told him the price we had heard. “No, it’s 35 alif,” which is 3500 franks or 350 dhms. People rarely refer to the currency they’re calculating by, but we never heard him say alif (thousand). We argued for the next hour and a half as the sun set. He called us crazy, we told him he was crazy, he said you must think I’m crazy, and in the end we gave him 250 dhms and left, flailing are arms in the air and cussing as if it was a bad call in a Chiefs-Broncos game. We’re still sour at that guy, but its a growing pain that we’ve learned from.

Using 4 different currencies is in my opinion a holdover from colonialism and a byproduct of Morocco’s diversity. Many of the people I meet at souk that can’t make the calculation from franks to dirhams were probably born before France left and its now just ingrained. I can’t get too mad for I do the samething; when I buy something I make the conversion to dollars. Another problem is that illiteracy rate is 39%, which is an improvement since King Muhammad VI came to the throne and introduced reading programs across the country. Related to diversity, Morocco is a place where the middle east meets the west, where capitalism meets traditional values, and where 5 languages are spoken. I commend Morocco for being able to bridge this divide for the most part. It’s a challenging situation and I’ll leave it for another day. I do wonder how much the language divide hinders development.

Even after our exploits at Saida, the three of us have decided to return there for a week on Thursday. At a large Artisan Fair, we will be manning an environmental booth explaining among other things, the cultivation of helfa grass, which is abundant in the northeast and is used for making craft products. We should be camping somewhere on the beach. Josh has just bought a snorkel set and has constructed a bamboo spear. He thinks he’s going to spear fish like the frenchies. It will be fun and I’ll try to spin the yarn next week. Take care.

P.S. To my lovely grandmothers, I have received your numerous letters. Thanks for the b-day cards too. The question is, have you received my letters? I’ve sent ‘em. Keep writing.

July 30, 2006

Human nature is kif kif

In "The Incconents Abroad," Mark Twain says "for better or worse, "human nature is very much the same all over the world." And this is a typical guy thing. 3 weeks ago and 4 miles outside of my site, a couple of us met 3 sheperds in the middle of nowhere, built a fire, cooked something, and talked. No women, a big fire where you burn something, and man talk. That's global.

Morning work in the Taza kasbah


This is common throughout the country; when Moroccans work, they enjoy doing it in close proximity to others. They could work in solitude, but enjoy the company. When did we get away from this?

Peace Corps Mars


Here's a photo of my new house that I'll be squating in for the next two years. While behind me in this photo is an oasis, this is the rockiest terrain I've seen so far in country. A nice place; has two bedrooms, a living room (my bike/hand ball room- although my mother warned me just last week about playing games inside), two bathrooms, a kitchen, and a terrace. The terrace is the nice feature now. With a little shade and wind, reading or thinking can be pleasant there during midday. The current temperature here is probably 90-100 F, comparable to home (I only got 1). Down south, in places like Ouarazate and Tata it can reach 140 F. A friend told me at his site yesterday it was 115 F in the shade. I responded by sending photos of my river and pool. No, I didn't do that. I pity him. Its a different type of service there.

I haven't posted in 2 weeks and I have a lot of catching up to do as well as I need to send emails to several people. Sorry, I have the time, I've just been busy with other things like cleaning out my Red Roach Inn (literally). Hopefully, by this Wed., before I go up north for a week at an Artisans fair, I can catch up. To write a good email or blog, I have to do it at home with some coffee and music. The cyber cafe's here function often as Skype call centers, which is distracting.

P.S. I've been listening to alot of podcasts off ITunes. It's free, easy, and they have a large selection. My favorites are NPR: Koppel on the News, BBC Documentary Archive, Big Ideas, ESPN:PTI, and TedTalks(video). Drop me a line if you find anything I might be interested in.

July 12, 2006

Development goals for site

FYI. I finished some initial planning for projects to be preformed in the next 2 years at my site. For those that inquire about my activities over the next two year, here’s a tentative outline. Listed are starting dates until next summer.

July 06 / Ecological Survey of SIBE Lalla Shafia (#3 Priority)
August 06 / Begin working on Community Ecological Resource Book
Sept 06 / Begin Community English Classes
Oct 06 / Begin Wastewater Management Project (#1 priority)
Nov 06 / Regional Environmental Education Workshop
Fall 06 / Medicinal Project with USAID
Winter 06 / Website for Community Ecotourism (#2 Priority)
Fall-Winter 06 / Begin Environmental Education Programs in School
Spring 07 / Tree Planting
Summer 07 / Swim Lessons

This list willl change. Hopefully, I can work on all these projects, although other priorities will emerge and some projects will undoubtedly fail.

July 9, 2006

Weddings and Berber dancing




While a close friend was getting married in the middle of the U-S-A, 6 PM CT, I was at a summer festival at my site (11 PM GST). This is how the night concluded, with traditional dancing performed by locals next to the river and the German version of a laser light show. Four germans performed last night. The other dozen along with some Londoners will perform in a circus today. After Graham saw it in Jerada two days ago, he says it pales in comparison to the Shriners circus that my grandfather helped with for so many years.

Congratulations Jay. (pictured with his and wife Sonia's daughter Leah).

Mr. Caffeine Comeback

I’ve been on a caffeine roller-coaster for the last 5 months. It's been all jagged and kicks you around like that ride made out of pallet wood at Worlds of Fun, The Timberwolf. Tea at least five times a day, mixed in sometimes with a couple cokes (my moroccan champagne). My energy level fluctuates so much from my glucose intake that I’m afraid I’d be diabetic if I continued this way for several more years. Of interest, the diabetes rate in Morocco has jumped since better testing has been implemented. Here’s a breakdown of my daily schedule while I’m still living with a host family.

8:00 Breakfast and tea
8:30 Environment work in site (generally just talking with local residents)
10:00 Tea
10:30 Work on preparations for regional EE workshop in August
12:30 Lunch and tea
1:00 Nap
2:00 Study arabic
4:00 Tea
4:30 Study arabic
7:00 World Cup soccer, tea, and popcorn
10:00 Dinner and tea
11:00 Bedtime

On the previous, nap-time fluctuates. In many places, the streets are barren between the hours of noon to 2 or 3 because of the afternoon siesta. I wish we could incorporate this in America.
With soccer throughout the month of June, I was busy drinking tea and chowing on popcorn and peanuts (although I will always prefer the arabic word cow-cow). And sometimes, there were as many as 3 games in a day, which led to more gluttony at my neighbors house.

Related, I have to tell you about how moroccans have accessed the World Cup. Everyone that I have seen and all that I can imagine besides the rich bypass paying for the games by getting the password for unlocking the games off the internet from internet sites like “Pirate Booty.” Like imitation clothes or pirated CDs and DVDs, this exists in Morocco because of its poverty. Without these alternatives, many moroccans would have to go without.
Returning to my tea intake, its about lunchtime and I’m zapped. I need more sugar.

P.S. With the World Cup final between Italy and France tonight, I’m cheering for Italy. I’m acrimonious towards the France government right now; their colonization of Morocco until 1956 did bring some modernity towards Morocco, but their gains from exploiting the state were more then the costs. I’ll detail the exploits of the coal mining town of Jerada in a later post, its just too long for here. The short story is the same as others in the world; they came, they exploited the natural resources and filled their pockets, and left.

Moreover, I’m disgusted by the manner in which I see many European tourists acting here, insensitive towards culture norms like dress and cultural behavior. As one college professor told me before traveling, “When you’re abroad, act like your an ambassador. Everything you do reflects on your country.”

To clarify, I’m not lumping together French and other Europeans that travel to Morocco as callous individuals. Furthermore, americans have their own problems abroad; the term ugly american comes from our travel exploits. I have met some wonderful individuals. It’s very easy to be cynical in a developing country where development is so slow. They didn’t tell me when I signed up that one of my main responsibilities while I’m here is not to become jaded.

July 6, 2006

Nice trunks Yosshine


Here's my brother Yosshine being led by his brother and sister to the watering hole where we swim and and I shampoo my hair. At least 5 times a day I get asked by the neighborhoold kids to go to this swimming hole, which I documented in an earlier entry, and it is for the most part a daily affair, particularly in this heat. What a blessing to have several water sources this summer. Later, I'll document the heat wave that will surely hit us in the coming months. Oh, a/c my frosty friend, where have you gone?

Never without a hanut



In my site, I have half a dozen hanuts to chose from, a convenience store that meets the needs of town residents when souk (weekly market) has passed or when somethings needed in a pinch. This hanut owner is my coke dealer. He feeds my addiction. A bottle of coca-cola is 4 dhm or 50 cents. On the environment, I’m pleased with how soda pop is distributed in Morocco. You buy a glass bottle, the same as what we once had in the states, you drink your beverage at site, then leave behind your bottle, will it be recycled later (cleaned and relabeled) and used again. Although the amount of plastic you can buy is ever increasing, I hope this continues to be a mainstay here. It just makes sense.

July 5, 2006

Before the storm

I've decided my favorite place before a storm is in a wheat field. Everything seems to slow down while the wind blows across the wheat, the wildlife quiets, people hustle to their houses, the rain begins slowly, and everything falls between chaos and calm.

Farm animals

My mother expresssed concern about the scorpion photo I posted previously, in accordance with the bylaws of motherhood, so I wanted to warn her before her trip over next year about other wildlife I’ve seen in the area. Here’re some photos. Don’t worry Mother, but pack your boots.



Sunset at Saida


Another reason to vacation in Morocco, the beach at the town of Saida. And its just 2 hours away, due north. Its supposed to have one of the best beach locations in the Mediterranean.